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2021.02.10 22:43 streetlighter Switch Green

Switch Green is a hub for discussing how we can build consumer movements that mitigate the climate crisis. We empower people to take impactful consumer actions that target the financial sector and other industries with the worst climate impacts. This community was seeded by Bank.Green, a organization sounding the alarm on the climate-destroying activities of banks. It's maintained by activists and community members passionate about building a more sustainable world.
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2015.11.06 03:12 x_minus_one Copaganda: Cataloguing Pro-Cop Propaganda

Copaganda is a phenomenon in which news media and other social institutions promote celebratory portrayals of police officers with the intent of swaying public opinion for the benefit of police departments and law enforcement. Feel free to post any/all examples of copaganda. This includes, but is not limited to, copaganda on social media, in mainstream media, on TV or even in public education.
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2014.12.16 17:32 balathustrius Drink More Mead; Make Better Mead

Permanently Closed due to Reddit policy.
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2023.03.22 07:30 kwangcleanroom Assembling Pre-fabricated Modular Cleanroom

Modular cleanrooms are the most convenient way to build a custom cleanroom for your facility. Panels are pre-fabricated according to your specific cleanroom design, and arrive with everything you need to get your cleanroom up and running as soon as possible. Modular cleanroom panels offer many benefits to the cleanroom building process, such as:
Designed with a cleanroom expert to meet your cleanroom classification
Custom-built to your application and project requirements
Pre-wired and pre-insulated panels are ready to use
Can easily be reconfigured if your project needs change
Easy to assemble for a quick turnaround time
When your prefabricated modular cleanroom panels arrive, they’ll come with detailed directions to guide you through the setup. If the process of ordering, shipping, and assembling a modular cleanroom seems daunting, let’s break down what you can expect throughout this process.

WHAT TO EXPECT WHEN ASSEMBLING A MODULAR CLEANROOM

Modular cleanrooms are much more convenient than building a cleanroom on-site, but you may not know what to expect when it arrives. Let’s talk about what happens when you order your custom modular cleanroom and what’s needed when it comes time to assemble it onsite.

ORDERING YOUR MODULAR CLEANROOM

When you order your modular cleanroom, a cleanroom design expert will go over the details of your specific project with you to make sure it contains everything you need to make your new cleanroom a success. The designing process could take a few weeks, depending on the intricacies of your cleanroom design, the type of cleanroom you order, and your cleanroom classification and specific industry requirements. Once design is complete, the panels will be fabricated to your exact specifications.
Once the panels are ready to ship, they will be packaged and transported with the utmost care. All modular cleanroom panels are made of the highest quality materials — strong enough to withstand the conditions of your work, yet flexible enough to be set up and reconfigured with ease if your project needs change.
Cleanroom design experts handle all the arrangements, so you won’t have to worry about controlling contamination risks in the shipping of your cleanroom panels.

PROFESSIONAL CLEANROOM ASSEMBLY ASSISTANCE

If you want to skip the DIY setup, you can have cleanroom professionals complete the installation for you. A cleanroom installation team can assemble your custom modular cleanroom with minimum disruption to your facility’s operations and with maximum efficiency to get your new cleanroom up and running as soon as possible. Quality cleanroom construction is very important to the initial and future functionality of a cleanroom. A professional install team can make sure all the technical details are carried out according to your cleanroom design so that it complies with your classification requirements and industry standards.

HOW LONG DOES MODULAR CLEANROOM ASSEMBLY TAKE?

The entire design-to-installation process will depend on the complexity of your unique cleanroom. Do you have special features, storage, furniture, lighting, or systems to include in the design? Does your cleanroom fall under a stringent cleanroom classification? More complex cleanrooms will require more time to make sure every detail is just right when the modular panels arrive on your site.
Once the cleanroom has arrived, the assembly time can also vary by cleanroom type. SoftWall cleanrooms are known for being easy to assemble, disassemble and reconfigure. SoftWall modular cleanroom assembly generally only takes a few hours. HardWall and RigidWall cleanroom assembly is more involved, but can still be completed in just a few days.
Once your modular cleanroom is set up, it’s only a matter of keeping it in optimal condition. Routine maintenance will serve to keep all systems running at peak efficiency so your operations can continue to move along smoothly.
Whether you prefer to assemble your modular cleanroom yourself, or would like a team of professionals to install it for you, Kwang Cleanroom is here to design, build, and deliver the best cleanroom available. To learn more about the process and get started with your cleanroom installation, get in touch with us today.
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2023.03.22 07:30 TheSajuukKhar Ten Forward Weekly 3/21/2023

  1. The environment team looking at the map and deciding if it looks good enough, or if its janky/needs some fixes. Spend several weeks doing that.
  2. Content would have to track down all associated bugs like critters warping in, fading out, then warping back in again. That's a big question mark since Cryptic doesn't know what causes it, and thus, how long it will take to fix.
  3. In regards to refreshing the content itself would require things like. Bringing in a voiced characteactor to be a liaison for the DSEs. Have the writer write up different text for each type of DSE. Couple days for writing, a couple days for recording, a couple days for the audio team to set audio levels and hook it all up. Character reaction has to sculpt their likeness, even if its a mini contact box and not a full dialogue screen. That's weeks of work. If its an STO original character thats still days of work. Content would then have to do things like make higher level DSEs. This would involve copying the DSEs and changing the encounter levels on them, set it all up, and make a new version of the map for all of this stuff. That's a couple days of work due to the number of DSEs. Adding new gameplay features like closing portals, rescuing ships etc, would take a few days to a week. Then it needs to be copied to all the other DSEs and edited for each kind of enemy to make sure it works. Then it goes to QA who has to test all of them, all variations, how it works with teams of people, if things like fighting one type of enemy breaks the new gameplay feature. This is a few weeks for QA to go through everything/send back to programmers to fix issues. Would also include adding DSEs to quadrants without them, critter groups not currently covered by DSEs, new accolades, trying them into the endeavor system, etc. Jesse says he would schedule around 1.5-2 months worth of time to bring DSEs up to 2023 levels of gameplay.
Bug reports/resolutions
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2023.03.22 07:30 Interesting_AutoFill Everybody has a nano voiceline, except for BOB.

Since Bob does not talk or beep that we've seen, I think there needs to be an indicator from Ashe following Ana's nano voiceline.
Some lines that immediately come to mind that the fantastic Jennifer Hale could bring to life are-
"Sick 'em Bob!" "Bob's got some upgrades!"
Something that clearly indicates who the nano went to like we have for everybody else.
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2023.03.22 07:29 _SubwayZ_ Does anyone have skills with UE4/UE5 or any other game engine? I would love ro remake this game for PC

I am a UI designer and I could also design all of the textures. I would just need someone who can build the world, characters and make the story work
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2023.03.22 07:29 Goddess909090 Is my brother twisted

Hello, When me and my brother were children we experimented with each other, we didn’t have penetration sex but I think he did oral on me (can’t remember for sure ) and we grinded on eachother. We never talked about it then recently we let it out. He said I don’t like hugging you because of that. That made me very sad. When I was 12, I was molested by my aunt’s husband. I told my brother and recently he said something along the lines oh you were molested but don’t you remember what happened between us. I don’t didn’t understand why he would say that… I thought to myself you are comparing the actions of 2 babies and comparing it to a grown man assaulting a child. ( I was about 9 and he was about 7 when it started) and we stopped around when I was 11 and him 9) I thought it was a bit twisted but I didn’t tell him. Recently we found out that my other brother assaulted a 14 year old child when he was 20. I cut all communication with him. My brother didn’t. I thought it was because of our nieces but Recently we were on the phone and my brother was excited to go spend some time with our pedo-rapist brother. He was dancing and saying something along the lines of can’t wait to do yard work with him. I was a little confused because you can’t hug me yet you are excited to be with our rapist brother ???? The family of the victim reached out to us. I felt shame and guilt and it took me a while to get over the fact that my other brother did this. It was his gf younger sister that he assaulted. My brother never acknowledged them ! He never even replied to their messages and talked to our brother like nothing happened. My brother is dating a 19 year old and she cheated on him and was paid for sex and she gave my brother an Std. My brother said oh well what we did as kids messed me up. My brother is 30 dating a 19 year old. What does this have to do with me ?? I’m not dating younger people or accepting to date people that can possible harm my sexual health so I didn’t get it. Recently I was on the phone with him and I asked where are you heading and him and his gf didn’t want to tell me. First of all, your gf almost put you at risk and frankly I don’t think she cares about you. My brother is always taking his gfs sides in the past. I am very hurt and I no longer want to speak to him. I don’t speak to my family and my brother is the only one that I speak to but I realize he is a bit twisted for thinking these things. I no longer want to talk to him. I realized he isn’t the kid I loved so deeply. I am so hurt but I let my love for him cloud my judgment. I think he is twisted. What are your thoughts please ? Am I overacting by not wanting to talk to him ? Thank you
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2023.03.22 07:29 bubz27 PC Turns on but nothing works!

So about a week ago, I came to use my PC which has been working fine for about 3-4 years, and upon booting nothing worked. No mouse/keyboard/video output. The only thing was all the fans.
Then I went ahead and removed the ram, hard drive, gpu, and wireless card. Tried booting with only one stick of ram. Nothing
Tried resetting the CMOS, and even got a new battery. Now it turns on. video output isnt there. But keyboard and mouse light up. Every 3-5 minutes depending on the key i press i get a ASROCK bios screen for 2 sec that says screenshot saved to USB. Then it goes black.
Does anyone have any idea what I need to be doing. At this point i'm going to start ordering new hardware and testing things out, because I cannot for the life of me figure out what is wrong.
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2023.03.22 07:29 thanooos Abysmal tech market---alternative career before MBA?

Hi guys here is my profile:
27M BS in Engineering from top European university, mid GPA
MS in Computer Science in Canada, 4.0/4.0 GPA. Graduating May 2023.
current work ex: only 2 SDE internships in Canada. 1.5 CS research exp before MS with no papers published(does this count as work ex)?
My original plan is to find a SDE job and get 5y work ex before applying to M7 MBA. Now it is getting away from me day by day due to the bleak tech job market. I still keep applying everyday but have not been able to secure a job so far. There are not much new job posts to begin with.
Need genuine advice/help!
Much appreciated!
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2023.03.22 07:28 Winter-Win-4424 About to buy a 2022 Toyota Tacoma SR

I’m about to buy a 2022 Toyota Tacoma SR I’ve never owned one before and tbh know nothing about the truck I heard they were good and I’m getting this for a low cost and low mileage I was just wondering before I do does anyone have any recommendations or things I should know before I do
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2023.03.22 07:28 Chaos8868 Anonymous Access problem

I have been reading all the advice on getting rid of Anonymous Access. I am currently on a low security station owned by the faction I owe the fine to. The Administrative Contact doesn't recognize the fines and neither does the Interplanar Factor. But I am unable to do anything without this being removed. I've read the wiki. I've read the answers on here and I still have nothing.
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2023.03.22 07:28 ivy-LPI Global GPR Locator Market to Witness a Pronounce Growth During 2023

LPI (LP Information)' newest research report, the “GPR Locator Industry Forecast” looks at past sales and reviews total world GPR Locator sales in 2022, providing a comprehensive analysis by region and market sector of projected GPR Locator sales for 2023 through 2029. With GPR Locator sales broken down by region, market sector and sub-sector, this report provides a detailed analysis in US$ millions of the world GPR Locator industry.
This Insight Report provides a comprehensive analysis of the global GPR Locator landscape and highlights key trends related to product segmentation, company formation, revenue, and market share, latest development, and M&A activity. This report also analyzes the strategies of leading global companies with a focus on GPR Locator portfolios and capabilities, market entry strategies, market positions, and geographic footprints, to better understand these firms' unique position in an accelerating global GPR Locator market.
This Insight Report evaluates the key market trends, drivers, and affecting factors shaping the global outlook for GPR Locator and breaks down the forecast by type, by application, geography, and market size to highlight emerging pockets of opportunity. With a transparent methodology based on hundreds of bottom-up qualitative and quantitative market inputs, this study forecast offers a highly nuanced view of the current state and future trajectory in the global GPR Locator .
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2023.03.22 07:28 FiLTHy_900 Can a game designer fill a role as a game programmer?

so i'm looking into getting a degree to be a game dev, and i'm torn between wether i should pursue the path of a game designer or the path of a game programmer. i think i would enjoy game designer as a job more from what i can see about it from an outsider perspective, but the talk of it being highly competitive compared to game programming is a bit intimidating. i'm not opposed to being a game programmer because that's still doing what i want to do, developing games, and the higher demand for programmers does seem like i will be less worried about landing a job.
so my question is. can i pursue a degree in game design as plan a and if i'm not having any luck, use the same degree to land a job as a game programmer instead? i see some degrees in game design do provide some knowledge and training in coding and programming, but is it enough to be considered for a position as a programmer?
another thing to consider is that i enjoy tabletop rpgs as well as video games and would find a job working on those satisfying aswell. would a degree in game design have any correlation in that despite it being more geared towards video games? could it be used to land a job at a company producing say d&d content or is it strictly useful in the field of video games?
thank you for any and all answers!
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2023.03.22 07:27 Intelligent-Farmer-4 Bible study with my bitch wooooo

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2023.03.22 07:27 Rivanov Motion not as smooth on side monitors as middle monitor - Triple Monitor Setup (with high FPS!)

Starting with my setup, I'm running ACC on my gaming PC with triple monitos. Specs of my PC are 5800x3D with 32GB DDR4 RAM, RTX 4080 and Samsung 980Pro 2TB NVMe SSD.
Monitors are 3 x AOC Q27G2e 27" 1440p 155Hz that are all connected via DisplayPort.
I'm not using NVIDIA Surround, but SRWE to get the game in triple screen. In-game graphic settings are a mix of Epic and High.
The problem is that the motion on my side monitors isn't as smooth as the motion on my center screen. It's especially noticeable with the trees. The move a bit "stuttery" / "jittery". Even when my FPS is rock solid and way above 100FPS. Sometimes even 140 or 150FPS! But whatever I change, the motion on my side monitors is never 100% smooth.
I tried enabling and disabling G-Sync, turn on and off V-Sync, uncap and cap framerate with RTSS (150FPS limit on my 155Hz monitor).
But none of these changes made the motion smooth.
On Racedepartment I stumbled upon a thread with exactly my problem, but unfortunately nobody reacted over there. (except me today...) https://www.racedepartment.com/threads/motion-not-as-smooth-on-side-monitors-as-middle-monitor-triple-monitor-setup.212226/
Does anyone have an idea what could cause this?
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2023.03.22 07:27 FNHRaiser [IIL] I am looking for albums/tracks/bands similar to A Momentary Lapse of Reason by Pink Floyd (1987)

I love this album. I love the 80s vibe, the synth, guitar, the voice, everything and always this album have that progressive plus added to many tracks.
Does anyone know another band, tracks or albums that match with this albums and coul be very similar with this 80s progressive vibe?
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2023.03.22 07:27 hirai999 Toyota Center’s website or Ticketmaster’s website?

just for clarification i’m going to the Houston show on June 24th!
i recently got sent my access code (thank God) but when i click the link it also sent me, it takes me straight to toyota centers website. apparently toyota center doesn’t sell their venue tickets thru ticketmaster, if that’s true i’m not sure where i’d enter my access code. any help? :(
EDIT: does anybody else seeing them in Houston have this problem?
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2023.03.22 07:27 AsBadAsAWetShit Should I listen to my primary doctor or to the specialist?

So at 35 I was diagnosed with hypertension and my, at the time, primary doctor put me on meds. He put me on a calcium channel blocker, a water pill, and baby aspirin.
Fast forward a few years and now I’m seeing a new primary. He seems good, and way more attentive than the previous doctor. This doctor keeps me on the calcium channel blocker (Amlodipine), but does change my water pill to something he says has the same effect, but with less potential side effects or something to that nature. He also didn’t like that I was taking daily aspirin at a younger age. However, he didn’t want to take me off of the aspirin by himself, and suggested I see a cardiologist. He wanted to leave that decision up to the specialist, which I kind of appreciated. So he gave me a referral and told me about the types of testing they may do, and that they may drop the aspirin and possibly start me on a statin.
So I see the specialist. He does an echocardiogram on me, which looked fine, and also had me do a cat scan to see my calcium score. My score came back 2.5. The specialist wasn’t worried about that. He said anything over a zero isn’t good, but my number was low and he wasn’t concerned. He told me to basically just lose weight and watch my diet. The specialist also told me not to bother taking the aspirin any longer. I asked him about the statin and he said it wasn’t necessary unless we saw that calcium score continue to grow over time.
So then I have a follow up with my primary, and he basically insisted on starting me on a statin. He said his calcium score was lower than mine and that he started himself on a statin immediately. He wanted me to take the lowest dose of Lipitor, and when I pushed back (because of what the specialist said), he pretty much insisted I start taking it, and then said I could just take a half dose daily and still get a great benefit from it.
So for the last few months I’ve been taking a half dose of the lowest dose of Lipitor, but feel like maybe I should’ve consulted with the specialist before starting the new med.
What are you thoughts?
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2023.03.22 07:27 gong_li_ Social engagement in five month old?

I want to preface this with the fact that I KNOW I’m most likely being overly scrutinising but my eldest son is autistic (and he is the best thing ever) so I feel like I might be a little more attuned to these things than your average parent 😂 BUT I consequently am not sure what a ‘typically’ developing baby looks like lol. I know that no two babies can be compared but I think it’s reasonable to be on the lookout for any early signs just in case he does require early intervention like his brother, and statistically he does have a higher likelihood of being autistic than your average baby due to a diagnosed full sibling.
Our second son (5mo) I am pretty confident is neurotypical as there are quite a few very obvious differences between him & his older brother (2yo ASD) even at this young age. His eye contact seems great & he is definitely a lot more vocal & appears a lot more interested in other people & his surroundings. Of course I have looked at the milestones & I think I can safely say he is meeting them, I’m just not sure of the consistency!
For example: his eye contact is vastly increased compared to his brother, but it’s not 100% of the time. It seems normal to me, I don’t feel the need to look into peoples eyes 24/7 but yeah, he is definitely still often distracted by fans, bright lights, etc. But he will (most of the time) be looking at me when I’m speaking, singing, changing him, nursing etc. which is a noticeable difference from his brother.
Another example is babbling - again he does this heaps more than his brother did, & has engaged in occasional ‘reciprocal conversations’ with us, but again it’s definitely not super super consistently. He also does not always look over at the sound of our voice, & is not yet demonstrating much joint attention (although I think it might still be a bit early for that).
ANYWAY all this to say - I guess I’m asking what social engagement & communication skills would you expect of a five month old? Of course I know he will be fine either way but if he is showing any delays I’d love to know ASAP as early intervention has been a game changer for his brother :) TIA!
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2023.03.22 07:27 Ancient-Bar-9156 A fall guys fanmade movie plot (part 1 of ?)

Fall guys movie plot part 1 (fake, takes place in season 6) Silent has never been good at fall guys. Ever since silent started fall guys, silent has never gotten a single win. So silent did what everyone would do and make a shop where you can spend crowns to get cool costumes, emotes, celebrations, and pattern. Years later, pink, a new player, has joined the game, heading that new content is available. Pink decides to play a game of solos, pink is then put into a lobby with a lot of pros, but he is still determined, pink then runs through gate crash and barely makes it, then a game of stomping grounds starts. Pink sees the rhinos and is scared, pink runs around the map aimlessly trying to avoid the rhinos, pink makes it out alive and starts playing big fans. Pink runs through the map, getting first place in the process, then it is a game or hex a gone. Pink doesn't know what he is supposed to do. But after falling through a layer know exactly what to do. He runs through the tiles, and eventually get's to the bottom layer. It is him against a rainbow water. Pink griefs the rainbow water and wins his first crown. Pink, being overjoyed since he won his first game, wants to play more. Mean while, banana, silent's right hand man, informs silent that someone has just won a crown. Silent then tells banana to get that crown from him. Banana does as silent asks and goes to visit pink. Pink is about to start a new game when banana teleports in front of him and tells pink that there is a shop where pink can spend his crown. Pink then goes to the shop with banana and looks at the shop and is overwhelmed with costumes and patterns. He then see the pineapple party skin and wants it, but he doesn't have enough crowns to buy it. He then leaves the shop and banana reports back to silent and says that he wants to save up for a costume. Silent is mad at first, but then realizes that they can get more crowns from that, so silent decides to wait. Part 2, coming soon.
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2023.03.22 07:27 throwRagip21 20M] with my best friend [19F], we had sex all weekend and she is acting unsure of our friendship dynamics now

Cindy and I have been friends for about 2 years now. At first we weren't so close, but the past year she and I got a lot closer and we are best friends now. We share a couple mutual friends which is how we met, but they have been treating her not so great.
They have made fun of her looks/the way she acts all because they think she has a little extra weight on her. She used to be funny and outgoing, but she's shy and quiet now. In regards to that I cut off all those friends because I didn't tolerate them making fun of her.
When they saw how close we were they tried making fun of me for liking her ans they tried getting her to stop talking to me by telling her I thought she was ugly, etc (which is definitely not true at all. She didn't believe me when I tried to change her mind and it took me a while to get her to believe me.
Then I started really falling in love with her. I started complimenting her beauty and trying to be more flirty with her. She has the most beautiful sky color eyes and she is just my type. Her response is obviously "you're only saying that to be nice and make me feel better".
We hung out this past weekend and I borrowed a friends beach house and I took her on a little getaway together. I made my move and at first she was really shy since I was her 1st, but I gave her space and she got comfortable for the time and we had sex. The whole weekend she and I spent it in bed together just laying on each other and talking or just having sex.
After the fact, she asked why I chose to do that for her and I was honest. She said she felt too 'fat and ugly' for me and that I could do better. I got kinda bothered by her talking that way and I told her that I really thought she was beautiful and that I chose her because I like her and am attracted to her.
Now she's been acting kind of shy and she still doesn't fully believe I like her. She does flirt with me now, but at the same time she asked how are we gonna deal with being friends and sleeping together and she keeps doubting herself. How can I help her fully understand I chose her Because I love the way she is and that I don't want her to change anything?
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2023.03.22 07:27 RadarSmith Random day 109 thoughts

Basically what the title says: this is day 109 for me. I was talking with a friend just now that I hadn’t spoken to since before I started and I just wanted to list a few things that came up.
Positives:
1) I’m losing weight I need to lose. This is not surprising; suddenly not drinking 18-24 beers a night does wonders for the waistline.
2) My skin looks a lot better. I’m a pretty big guy even without the full keg and tend to redden naturally, but by and large I’m not getting ridiculously flushed all day. That one did surprise me; I knew that was a sign of alcoholism, but I never noticed it on my self until it reduced signifigantly.
3) I feel less gross in general. Obviously not being in a constant of being hungover does wonders, but I noticed that now that most of the gunk has left my system that I’m sweating much less and don’t develop a ‘sheen’.
4) Its no longer a painful daily battle. Make no mistake, I do still feel temptations and I’m not out of the woods yet. But they are more sporadic and far less powerful; its not the daily fight I had my entire drive home from work to grab booze on the way home, and I don’t sit shaking in my apartment fighting with myself about getting more.
5) My twin sister and I have definitely rebuilt our previously close relationship. Beforehand she knew that calling me at night or on the weekends (or me calling her) would catch me in some state of inebriation, which was taxing for her, and while I tried not to feel this way I did resent the way she (justifiably) played ‘babysitter’ on the phone.
Some current issues:
1) Insomnia. Yeah, this one is still going strong. I do feel more rested in the morning, since I’m actually sleeping instead of just lying unconcious, but I’m still only really getting 5 hours of sleep on a good day.
2) Still dealing with massive social anxiety. I started retreating from social events even before covid started, and in the last three years I’ve basically been agoraphobic outside of going to work. I left the Navy at just the start of covid, and even before the Navy I was a frat guy, and I, to my embarressment, realize I don’t really remember how to socialize without a pre-structured social group that drinks a lot. I currently have no longing for boozy gatherings (my alcoholism was 3.5 years into the ‘drinking heavily alone’ stage when I started my current run at sobriety), but I honestly don’t know where to go from here.
Overall, I’m happy with the progress I’ve made. But I’m still learning where to go from here.
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2023.03.22 07:27 Least_Elk_9532 How to become comfortable with acceptance?

I know for type 4’s rejection is a big fear, but what about acceptance and appreciation from others ?
I’m a 4w3, and while I do love attention and recognition, I feel that people are lying when they genuinely appreciate me . I know it sounds stupid but it’s so true . I feel that deep down I’m so odd that if someone does like me it’s not the real me, it must be something they misinterpreted about me . I want to become as comfortable with acceptance as I have come to expect rejection . It’s like something in my mind can’t connect genuineness with “fitting in”. I hate feeling rejected however, but acceptance feels so odd and I hate that i feel that way when it’s something I desire so much.
Anyone else feel me?
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2023.03.22 07:27 Snoo_68209 GDC collectors edition opportunity

I’m at GDC and iam8bit has the collectors edition for sale, as well as the soundtrack. Is the collectors edition worth the money? I know it has an art book, what else does it have?
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